Hari Hari Gue… :)

blogging time…. will head to bed afterwards.. i am so sleepy now… ! but i want to keep this down cos i feel so special and i want to remember my good time

it was my bday 2 days ago.. fam took me for fondue at haagendasz.. i was so dumb.. i didnt even realize they were taking me for a birthday treeeeat! hopped from bishan to katong just for my bday.. and i tot my bro wanted ice cream fondue badly.. they got me my pressies when we’re about to leave and at that moment.. i just realised it was my bday treat! i was so dumb2!!!

thanks to colleagues at abn.. its my 2nd month that i am with the company.. i am feeling more comfortable now as i learn more and socialize more with colleagues and the management.. a surprise bday party and present that i will treasure.. honestly.. i am very touched cos it was only 2 months i joined the company and ppl are becoming my big family slowly… i had a hard time at first since the rules and the way ppl work are so much faster and stricter here..

the cute guy is still next to me! hahaha 2 more months to goo before we all move to ORQ and not seeing any good view!!! gosh.. so lame! working is like sleeping without any delicious faces to seee.. crush is good to motivate u to work.. hahahaha!!! i am off now.. ciao!!

slow and lazy sunday.. met an insurance agent this morning.. i have to start planning my financial need as i am growing older and yes many things are coming soon that needs me to save save save and spend spend spend.. marriage.. land.. investment.. kids.. leisure and retirement.. his name is michael, so he helped me out abit with my plan and when i wrote there i plan to retire at 50 at my age now 25.. he was saying.. that is quite hard to do as i am now not yet married.. i have no kids.. by 50 my eldest kid would have been 20?? and going to college? thats the biggest expense coming in.. and retiring at 50 would be hard! oh no… so many things to think about in life.. honestly.. having at least 500k sgd when u retired now seems like a mission impossible! but i am determined to make use of my life and to get the best out of it. i have my best support anyways

i just cleared up my room a bit.. planned to put away this book on good question and good answer on buddhism.. quoted three sayings to share with u all (esp those who have never seem to HAVE ONE SINGLE GOOD DAY IN LIFE, i met this kinda person and it is really negative for me as i hate ugly moody face, its just so irritating to see y ppl could frown for all day! ridiculous!! things in life are so much better than it seems to be when u lift off the weight and forgot whatever bother u! yes easy to say hard to do, but harmless to try!) feel free to think about it..

"one should not blame another or despise anyone wherever for any reason. Do not wish pain on anoter out of either angry or rivalry"

"the mind proceeds all things, the mind dominates them, they are all mind-made. If a person speaks or acts with a pure mind, happiness will follow them like a shadow that never leaves"

"do not think lightly of goodness saying, ‘ i can not be like that.’ a drop at a time is the water pot filled and likewise little by little do the wise fill themselves with good."

having apple chips now..made in china.. the plastic looks like its imported from states!!! i kena con!!! i think i am gonna be a frequent blogger soon cos these days.. there are always things to bitch about

my office has a new guy but he is with the onshore team.. he is so cute!! he has clean cut hair( bald i should say! but not shiny!) big eyes and really sharp nose.. very very cool chinese guy.. lol… jason tong was telling that i am so lucky to be sitting next to this cute guy..  muahahahaha well he is quite friendly.. we chatted a bit.. u just wanna keep urself darn cool when ur talking to super handsome guy! anyways.. nothing much except that this cute guy is sitting next to me and ppl were like saying i am so lucky!!! shalley made my eye drops to be a reason to keep coming over to my cubicle! lll(-__-) silly girl.. may be fong jie would do that too soon!!!! if rima is around.. she would certainly change her list of the cuties! harisa.. too bad we dont belong to the same company.. i would really love to show u this cute guy next to me! i hope desmond did not see my blog or else it will be a totally deep shit embarassing moment!

ok.. i have one thing to fuss about today.. i dunno y but it seem like my cuz is being bitchy with me.. i added her 3 times from my friendster.. i tot fs had something wrong.. and i wont complain cos system DOES make mistake.. just like human error! 2 weeks ago.. she msged me at fs.. this is how it sounds

"viewed my profile??long time not c….??
wish all da best for u"

she is so ridicilous to keep rejecting my ‘add as friend’ request.. or may be she is just too dumb to actually see there are friend request.. lol.. oh well.. if she did reject me.. i have nothing nice to say about her.. "ur so totally bimbo!!!"

quickie before i took my sleep of the night.. let the princess get some rest to beautify her skin.. LOL! my pores are opening up alot lately.. i really really freak out!!! honestly at this age of mine.. u just feel that ur so old now!!! i am gonna be 25 this year and damn i hate the fact that i am growing older and wrinkly! if i have lotsa money… i wouldnt even bother going for cosmetic surgery to at least keep myself young! muahahaha.. since i cant fugly afford it.. i am now drinking collagen everyday.. rumours had it that the japs ladies took it as their daily must! so yeah.. it prob works.. just keep our fingers crossed that i did not cause myself some health problems!!!! i have not get my insurance.. and yes my salary is going to my savings so i can get myself a nice condo!!!  sounds like a nice sweet dreamy..

so what’s new lately? nothing much to do except that i have been flooded with friends coming over to the lion city. suno last weekend with his mom..  dewi on friday, ratna on sunday. hooi is dropping if she is coming down…i am not a dull person okie?!?!?! i entertain myself and ppl when i want to.. not when ppl want me to! so at least that "boring" word is heck faraway from me!

killed my sundee evening at orchard with harisa.. found her bags(checking each dept store on orchard.. harisa.. can u believe i do that with u??? women.. u r so so so… WOMEN??? i guess thats the word) and i browsed for some nice slim wedges sandals.. spotted a pair from URS.. damn its expensive for me.. (i am pretty much a savvy person.. keagan would tell u what kinda toilet paper i would go for! muahahhahaa) i’ll wait for this month salary to come in cos i am so broke now after i paid my parent’s back the money that i took from their savings for my shopping.. (see i told u.. when we’re young.. we party hard and spend the folks’ savings!)

ok.. nighty peeps.. ciao with love!